"I hope you understand that I won't let go until I'm dead."
When he said this, the firmness under Lin Luchu's eyes deeply pierced Nan Yue Ru, that person had also said it to her on the curtain rainy day back then.
He said, "I'm not going to budge."
How firm he was when he said those words at that time, and how desperate he walked away later, Nan Yue Ru felt ridiculous, "Do I think I would believe you?"
Lin Luchu turned to look out the window, the curtain of rain was getting heavier and heavier, like it was weaving a roiling net, trapping them, he re-turned his head back around, staring at Nan Yue Ru, and smiled extremely faintly.
"Nanchu just trust me."
Nan Yue Ru's gaze was exceptionally calm, "I don't agree with you guys being together."
Lin Luzhu didn't make a sound.
Nan Yue Ru said, "Yes, I grew up is not much control over her, but after all she is my daughter, life matters I as a mother still have to say a word, I do not agree with only one reason, she loves you too much."
What the hell kind of reason is this, Lin Luzhu frowned.
Nan Yue Ru: "And in your heart, the country, with her, you choose one."
Lin Luzhu didn't make a sound.
"Can't choose out is not it?" Nan Yue Ru hugged her arms and hummed and laughed, "When the soldiers, are not all like this, the mouth than anyone can say, but the country is really something, the first one to abandon their wives, I do not evaluate your professionalism, I'm sorry, I'm a mother, I have to think about the second half of her life, if it really goes on with you like this, I'm afraid that she can not come out of this life."
A low and thick voice was suddenly inserted from the rear.
"Yue Ru, you're too paranoid."
Both of them looked to the back in unison, there was a slightly stooped back standing outside the door with his back hand, the man paced for two steps, and an old and kind face gradually became clear.
Lin Luchu stood up, "Dad."
Lin Qingyuan waved his hand at him and walked over to the seat beside him and sat down, looking at Nan Yue Ru who didn't say a word across the table, it was a rare moment to hear him joke, "Yo, does foreign water feed people? It hasn't aged at all."
Nan Yue Ru grunted, "Why are you here?"
Lin Qingyuan glanced at Lin Luchu, rather resentful, but said to Nan Yueru: "We haven't seen each other for more than ten years, there's no need to stretch my face so much, right?"
Nan Yue Ru showed no mercy, "It's polite not to kick you in the face."
Lin Qingyuan a sentence to her dislike back, snapped and turned his head to his own son, deliberately said, "This is your Auntie Nan, used to be with your mother a cultural troupe, and then into the entertainment industry, acted in a few plays will not be able to do, anyway, it is also do not treat us these old guys."
Lin Lu Snapdragon was also a rare sight to see Lin Qingyuan in this state, his gaze smilingly looking back and forth at Nan Yue Ru's body.
Nan Yueru, however, was furious, "Are you senile? What nonsense are you saying."
Lin Qingyuan sighed, the past was like a shuttle, slowly being uncovered in the night.
That year, the cultural troupe to the countryside performance, just to Lin Qingyuan and Nanchu father served in the army, when the army conditions are quite poor, and are a bunch of big men, what also do not pay attention to.
Nan Yue Ru is the rooftop smoking when he met Nan Chor's father.
Compared to Lin mother's lively and lovely, Nan Yueru was slightly more silent, she always wrinkled her eyebrows with endless thoughts between them.
The two bumped into each other several times while smoking at the top of the rooftop, but neither of them spoke.
Until one day, Nan Yue Ru found that there is no flint, and only with a side against the wall of the silent smoking man to borrow fire, the man looked at her, but also did not take care of her, the disdainful eyes, but also hooked up with Nan Yue Ru the bones of the desire for conquest.
She was about to speak when she heard the man say something like, "What do women smoke?"
Nanyue Ru naturally disobeyed, one to two to fight with him, openly and secretly everywhere to find him stubble, at first it is to find stubble, and then it is pure to find him.
They were all at a very young age, and the man was quite aloof at first, and really didn't move, but then at the end of one of the performances, some of the boys in the team got excited, and it got him excited.
The first time it still happened in the haystack, it's ridiculous to say that the man was a little bit regretful after doing it, it happened too soon, he should have held back a little more.
But Nan Yue Ru than he is still calm, said he does not have to pay any responsibility, anyway, as a dewy love affair, perhaps in the future and then run into who also as not know who is not on the line.
The man was furious.
Not being looking for her for a long time, the two of them fell into an inexplicably weird atmosphere of cold war, until the day before Nan Yue Ru left the team, Nan Yue Ru once again went to look for him.
That time last night lying on the floor looking at the stars.
The man did not know where to listen to her news, smoking a cigarette, suddenly told her, let her wait for him, he will try to get ahead, earn money, to help her pay off the family's debt, and to marry her home.
Nan Yue Ru family in the countryside, there is a brother, at first in the city to do business, and then was set up, directly lost all the family money, but also owed a butt of debt, when Nan Yue Ru was almost taken by her father and brother to offset the debt.
Mother defied her father to save her out of the beating, just that time the Cultural Affairs Troupe to their school to recruit, a teacher in the hospital especially like the South Yueyue, lifted the girl on the aura is really a hundred years hard to see, toto the layers of relations, and finally recommended her into the.
Into the army after a little better, brother father did not dare to casually come back to arrest, but every other day brother will come to her to ask for money, then Lin Lu Snapdragon's mother also helped to secretly give a lot of, was known by the South Moon Ru, a scolding, directly to be scolded and cried.
So that when Lin Qingyuan saw Nan Yueru in that bout, he couldn't wait to pick someone up and beat them up.
The man's promise then really moved her, almost to tears.
She asked him when he would mix it up.
The man took a drag on his cigarette and said, "Soon, I guess, soon we'll hear something, and then I'll come to see you at the Civilian Corps."
Nan Yue Ru then happily went back to the army and waited and waited.
After waiting for half a year, the man finally came to her, but what he said was that he asked her to wait a little longer, there was a temporary accident there.
It was only after she pressed her further that she learned that the accident was that he was originally slated for the next team, but was eventually replaced with Lin Qingyuan.
So far this thing to say, Lin Qingyuan know that he can not wipe his mouth to say, at that time, the father-in-law side also only gave him half a year to prove themselves, his brother finally decided to give him the quota, also said, your side of the urgent, the first tight you.
And at that time, Lin Qingyuan didn't even know about his brother's affair with Nan Yueru, and if he had known about what happened later, he would never have taken that quota.
That's what's owed.
When Nanyue Ru was informed of this, she tore herself up on the spot, and finally asked in a disheartened voice: "In front of you soldiers, is it not, one country, two brothers, three parents, four wives."
The man smiled bitterly and said nothing else, just coaxing her to wait a little longer.
A wait is half a year, at that time, Nan Yue Ru because of too much exposure, was framed by the Civilian Corps was expelled from the military, or Lin Lu Snapdragon's mother to ask for someone to find a relationship, retained the military registration, just as an ordinary soldier from the Civilian Corps discharged.
The disillusioned Nan Yue Ru returned to school, coinciding with a casting call for the Four Great Masterpieces theater group at the school.
With her pretty face and soulful eyes, she won the director's favor at once, which is a blessing in disguise.
It was two years before the man got off the team and paid off his debts, but he stopped talking about marriage because he was unhappy with her profession.
Although night after night in the same bed, the heart of each two different, finally at the end of a good time, Nan Yuezhu mentioned the breakup.
The man responded in silence.
Finally, indifferently, he said, "Good."
Nan Yue Ru overnight rolled out of his home, carrying suitcases, standing in the street, hate breeding. How much she used to love this man, at that moment, how much she hated, hated can not lift the knife back to cut him into pieces.
That same year, at the age of twenty-six, Nan Yue Ru was pregnant with Nan Chu.
In fact, before that, Nan Yue Ru pregnant once, because the fetal position is unstable, then even a few cold water night play, that night launched a high fever, directly into the hospital, and then woke up, the child is gone.
She didn't tell him about it. It's gone. What can she do if she knows? There is nothing to be done, there is just one more person to add to the sadness.
The day she found out she was pregnant, she went straight to the hospital and waited for the operation.
The doctor in charge of the operation, who had been her friend for more than ten years, gave her a day to sit in her hospital bed and consider whether to keep the baby.
The year Nanchu was born, Nan Yueru postpartum depression, suffered from bipolar disorder, all day in the ward smoking a packet after packet, a little thing is easy to lose temper, and later transferred to foreign treatment.
He didn't see much of his mother until Nanchu understood.
Just born she regretted, Nanchu and that person look too much like, as the years grow, those eyes are exactly the same, she hated to give her planing out, once really accidentally pressed on her eyes, Nanchu wailed in pain, and since then the mother of this identity is very scrupulous, see her are afraid.
Nan Yue Ru didn't care.
Because her condition was getting worse and worse, she was getting more and more dry, a little bit, the psychiatrist's countless treatments on her had provoked her boredom, so many times she would want to simply strangle Nanchu and jump off the building herself.
Learning of the man's sacrifice.
Nan Yue Ru the whole person into a collapse, almost really jumped from the upstairs, by the agent to find someone to nail the window, and directly brought back to the foreign country locked up.
When Nanchu was six years old, Lin Qingyuan came to her with a letter.
In their words, a suicide note.
Nan Yue Ru felt funny and stared at the suicide note and laughed for a long time, in that laugh was despair and futile pity, but never shed a single tear.
She tore it up right then and there, giving it powder, screaming her fury, "Get out!"
The suicide note that didn't get read in the first place.
Today Lin Qingyuan once again brought it to her, wrinkled and fended into a ball, he took it out of his pocket and flattened it for her, "I glued it, kept it in the drawer, thought I'd better bring it to you."
Lin Qingyuan coughed dryly, "If you don't look, I'll read it to you."
Nan Yue Ru snatched it away and was nonchalant, "Get lost."
Lin Qingyuan said, "He left quite dry, not painful, you two broke up and have not been looking again, he always told me, you are just bad mouth, heart really not bad."
Nan Yue Ru: "Shut up!"
Lin Qingyuan nodded, "Alright, we'll go first, you take your time. Cry if you want to, don't hold it in, you're getting old, holding it in is easy to get sick."
After saying that, he glanced at Lin Luzhu and signaled to leave.
Nan Yueru suddenly called out to him, "How is she?"
Lin Qingyuan did not return his head, his voice was flat: "Gone, ten years ago or nine years ago, bad memory, called you, your assistant said you were on vacation abroad, so you did not call out again."
Nan Yue Ru laughed, "Both of you are no good."
Lin Qingyuan nodded with his back to her, "Luckily my son doesn't follow me, he follows his mom. Lu Snapdragon, let's go."
Lin Lu Snapdragon gave a slight dip at Nan Yue Ru and followed.
Leaving her alone in a daze.
......
Outside, the rain was picking up, blowing densely with the slanting wind, intertwining into a web under the haloed yellow streetlights.
The two of them traveled to the door, Secretary Zhang came up and helped him into the car, Lin Qingyuan didn't say another word and waved his hand at him, "Go back, I told your Uncle Meng, when you come back from Deer Mountain you'll report directly back to the detachment."
Lin Lu Snap nodded his head lightly, "Uh-huh."
The car started up and disappeared into the rain, and he stood in place for a moment before pulling on the hat of his reunion coat and going to get his car.
Getting into the car, in no hurry to leave, he leaned against the driver's seat and glanced at the restaurant window, the light still on, the woman in the seat not leaving.
Lin Lu Snapdragon lowered the window, the slanting wind and dense rain fell on the edge of the car window, he lowered his head and lit a cigarette on the tufted flame, then leaned back in his chair and dropped the lighter into the duty box.
Eyes fixed on the man in that window.
Squint your eyes, exhale the smoke, and keep smoking.
After a long time, Lin Luchu went to touch the cell phone in his pocket, the screen slid for a while and stopped on Nanchu's name.
This note was changed many times.
At first it was a stinky girl, then it was annoying, then it was a little girl, and after the two broke up he deleted a while without a number, and then he saved it back in Deer Hill - a dead girl - until a few days ago when he got a license and changed it to a proper Nanchu, when both of them were embarrassed.
It was answered quickly there with a crisp, "Honey."
Lin Lu Snapdragon's heart tingled as he listened, "Uh, have you eaten yet?"
Nanchu was still eating, her mouth bulging with what she guessed was a bunch of stuffing, and she didn't forget to talk to him, "I just ate after a nap."
"Eat cold?" He frowned.
Nanchu: "It's hot and you're not back yet?"
Lin Lu Snapdragon hand on the edge of the window, the person is a little lazy, his eyes are still stuck on the window, the woman in the pavilion, suddenly covered her face and cried bitterly, he slightly squinted his eyes, start the car.
"Back."
Nanchu said obediently, "Uh, wait for you."
The car started to leave.
Passing by a flower store on the way, Lin Luchu stopped the car and rushed in, the lady of the flower store looked at the tall and handsome punching bag man in front of her and warmly greeted her, "Buy flowers?"
Lin Lu Snapdragon gave a low hmmm, picking and choosing for half a day, finally in the corner he saw a flower similar to the one at home, which Nanchu had pointed out to him in the afternoon, he raised his hand, "What kind of flower is that?"
The lady laughed and replied, "This is a forget-me-not."
Lin Lu Snapdragon wrinkled his eyebrows, "Isn't there a flower language or something?"
I don't really understand it, but I always feel as if there is such a thing.
Missy: "The language of forget-me-nots is eternal love."
......
Inside the restaurant, Nan Yue Ru crouched down and cried, the paper in her hand was pressed under her arm, and the rolling tears continued to stain the sheer paper.
The handwriting on that paper was strong and powerful.
"You always ask me why I became a soldier, I said in order to protect the country, you believe, I said in order to protect you, you do not believe. In the end, there is always less tacit understanding between us, you blame me, hate me, always feel that I put something else in front of you, the country I can not throw, that is a man's loyalty blood, but you I have not thought about throwing, that is a man's tenderness, and then think about this is also good, you are away from me, I can be more unconcerned about for the country, for the people, for you to work hard.
I also complained, complained that you refused to commit yourself to me for the sake of fame and fortune, complained that you were unwilling to give up all that pomp and circumstance, I was dissatisfied with that profession of yours, but so what, I finally compromised with myself.
But on the contrary, you killed our child.
You think I don't know it, your laboratory tests I still left in the drawer it, I was angry and hate, hate to strangle you. But you in front of me did not say a word about it, pretending that nothing has happened, which called me cold heart, you said to break up that night, I think it is good to think about the points, we have been goodbye.
But this year the team pen to write a suicide note, I think about it, or write to you, most likely this letter is not to your hands, Qingyuan if you can find out, this letter most likely he can find out.
The year before last, I bought a ring, thinking of proposing to you, booked a restaurant and ordered flowers, the result was temporarily recruited back to the team, I saw your lost expression at that time heart is also very guilty, but after the loss, you did not even realize that you are a long sigh of relief, you are afraid that I proposed to you, you don't know how to answer, right?
You have become more and more ambitious over the years, you are no longer satisfied with the fame and fortune in front of you, fear is fear, if I really proposed, you would not necessarily say yes, I thought at the time, why should I be in the futile trouble for you.
You're angry that I'm not proposing, but you haven't asked yourself if you really want to marry me.
I've asked Qingyuan for help several times, and he always suggested that I talk to you openly, but you're getting busier and busier, and every time I call you, you're either abroad or on a movie set, so it's harder for me to see you than it is for me to reach the sky.
It's just, it's just, it's just that now, I don't sympathize with you, you don't forgive me, and why do we have to bother with each other in the entanglement, just to talk to you.
In the future, if you marry a woman, you have to change this temperament, a woman is a little more delicate man can love.
It's just that no one but me can stand your crappy temper.
When you think of me ...... forget it, don't think of me, you think of me I won't appear in front of you, adding to the trouble, if if you can see the Mona when you go down the bridge, I'll go to her to ask for a bowl of soup to drink, and then let you drink it in the night in your dream, so that we can get rid of all the past events of the dust.
I'll be more relieved when I'm gone.
There are some things that I didn't get to say to you while I was here, and even less when I'm dead, so there's not the one you wanted to hear, there's just the one, take care of yourself and don't come to see me too soon.
Otherwise, it wouldn't care about you.
If there is a next life, I will still be a soldier, if you meet me, you'd better go around."
If this epistle is said to be faked by Lin Qingyuan, Nan Yueru will never believe it, the words are all the man's usual tone of voice, so the two of them this misunderstanding really have to go down to the ground to explain.
She sat in her seat, crying a little and laughing a little, crumpling up the paper a little, for the words were all indebted to her for wanting her to beat him up, but feeling that this was the living, breathing him, she spread it out and smoothed it out again, and flicked her fingers fondly over the one crease.
She cried and laughed as if she were crazy, wiping away her tears and clutching at the last thing in this world he had left behind.
......
When Lin Luzhu went back, Nanchu was ambling and kneeling on the floor to write something.
When he heard the voice, he didn't raise his head, buried his head and continued to write, and said carelessly, "You're back?"
The man let out a low hmmm and put down what he was holding and walked over to hug her, taking her into his arms and kissing her down, "What are you writing?"
Nanchu hid the manuscript behind her and tilted her head to kiss him back, "I'll show you next time."
Lin Lu Snapdragon laughed and picked her up in a horizontal hug, the view was suddenly wide, Nanchu discovered a new continent and pointed at the table, "Hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe! What's that?"
Lin Lu Snapdragon carried her over to the table and Nanchu reached out to pick up the cupped blue flowers, "You bought me flowers?"
Lin Lu Snapdragon circled her on the table a little bit and kissed her, letting out a low hmmm.
Nanchu was so excited, "I thought you didn't care to give these away."
Lin Lu Snap went to undo her pajamas and whispered, "Passing by, it seems like it hasn't been delivered yet, so I bought it by hand."
Nanchu joyfully held in her arms, "I want to open a flower store, okay?"
His gaze was slightly raised, his fingers pinched her earlobe and gently rubbed it, rubbing Nanchu's heart for a while, then he heard him whisper in his ear, "As you wish."
"I'm also going to hire a florist to teach flower arranging at the store every day."
"Anything." He kept his hands moving and whispered in her ear with a low smile.
Nanchu whacked him, causing him to move even more, and Nanchu let out a low, soft gasp as he did so, and finally just cried for mercy.
......
The day after Lin Lu Snap returned to the team, Nan Yue Ru called Nan Chu and asked her to bring her ID card to her.
Nan Yue Ru took her directly to the real estate transfer center, where she was greeted by a special person who took the two up to the second floor.
Nanchu had not yet reacted to the occasion, the staff threw a bunch of information forms to her, Nan Yue Ru gave her the real estate license, Nanchu seemed to understand a little bit, reaching out to stop Nan Yue Ru: "Mom, what are you doing?"
Nan Yue Ru did not move to shake it off, her voice remained cold: "The villa in the western suburbs is transferred to you, and there will be a few equity transfer bookmarks for you later."
"I already bought a house, Mom."
Nan Yueru looked at her, but a lot calmer than before, not so cold, at least there is a temperature, "You bought a house with no money, right? That kid's salary can support you? Don't be reduced to selling those bags of yours."
Nanchu contacted Yan Dai a while ago really intend to deal with the hands of the bag at a low price, not to say for the money, that is, put it is also put, always feel that these things in the home a bit of an eyesore, and sometimes Lin Luchuan will stand in front of those bags to stare for a long time.
Women's brand he can not recognize all, but can recognize a few, some bags do top his salary for several years, Nanchu afraid of him to think too much, thinking of waiting for him to return to Deer Hill to deal with it.
Their lives are just as good without these things.
Nanchu said, "I don't need all that, I have him and that's enough."
Nan Yue Ru suddenly froze, eased the tone, "know you can't use, first prepare it, I went back to the United States in a few days, this side of things stay useless, over to you, you love how to deal with how to deal with the boy's family and not poor, his father stingy search, all to the two sons to stay, anyway, I give you evening these, don't let people look down on go."
"Mom, why are you suddenly?"
It was obviously so intense last time in the movie city.
Nan Yue Ru suddenly stared at her forehead, her gaze deep and long, "Does it still hurt?"
Nanchu realized and shook her head, "Okay."
Nan Yue Ru nodded, no longer speak, the heart even if you understand some, but those words of repentance in Nan Yue Ru will never say out.
She would rather transfer all the property rights in her hand to Nanchu, but she is not willing to say sorry to her for all these years of indifference, this is her stubbornness, and pride.
She thought she was right from the beginning.
When she went to see him after that day, she also said, "We were both at fault, and you can't blame me for all of it; I was young and blinded by fame and fortune, but you just blamed me and blamed me, and never thought of dragging me out of that place."
She sniffled, pity clustered: "That boy is different, I'm not there, Nanchu all rely on him to take care of, Nanchu made a mistake, he taught her to change, Nanchu left, he waited, how about you, I made a mistake, you blamed me for why I'm so utilitarian, I said to break up, you said well, we take this step, no one complains, you're right, in the next life or take a detour."
She finished her sentence as if she was gambling, dropped her hand and took a bunch of white chrysanthemums and turned back to leave.
After taking two steps, the mountain wind blew, accompanied by an ethereal fragrance that seemed to wake her up, and she stood up straight, tilted her head back and sniffed, and then folded back in front of his grave, saying fiercely, "You're wishing for it, and I'm still haunting you."
As the words fell, the wind picked up, falling leaves drifted down in layers, and the photo on the monument was wise and handsome, with a gentle smile.
The expression seemed to say - yes.
Golden fallen leaves drifted down to the headstones.
You wait for me.
......
This month, Lin Lu Snapdragon received a call from Nanchu just after training, and before the phone was picked up, the little girl was crying on the other end of the phone, scaring his eyebrows: "What's wrong?"
Nanchu was sad to the core: "Auntie came again! I'm not pregnant again."
Lin Lu Snap rubbed the bridge of his nose and took a long breath, soothingly saying, "There's no rush."
Nanchu: "We came so often last time, and still not pregnant, you say I will not really will not give birth to wow!!!"
Lin Lu Snap's temples throbbed with pain, "Didn't I check, you're fine."
Nanchu snapped to attention, "No, you didn't check!"
Lin Luchu drawled, "What are you trying to say?"
Hearing his grim voice, Nanchu shivered and busily said, "Husband, I'm not saying you can't do it, I'm saying that we'd better check it out."
Lin Lu Snapdragon sneered, "I see that you are idle."
Nanchu was afraid that he would really get angry, and hurriedly called her husband a few times to please him, "Next time you come back, we'll go check together, okay?"
Even though Lin Lu Snapdragon wanted to be angry, as soon as he got off the train and saw the person softly and daintily flinging herself into his arms, it was as if his head had been doused with a basin of cold water, so he wilted at once and couldn't help but go to embrace her.
Then she was cajoled into taking her to the hospital for a set of departmental infertility genital tests.
Lin Lu Snapdragon green face sitting in the doctor's office, Nanchu curiously probing face to see the doctor's hand clutched the laboratory report, there are a few ultrasound, although some of the things that are said to be privately intimate when seen countless times, but ultrasound so photographed out of the time, but also pinched in the hands of the doctor, how Nanchu how to see how to feel a little blush.
"How is it?" Nanchu glanced at Lin Luchu and asked the doctor.
The doctor turned all the way around and pushed his glasses, "That's good, your husband is fine. Both of you are fine, don't be in too much of a hurry, having a child also depends on the opportunity. And you're still so young, there's no rush to have a baby in a few years."
Nanchu said hesitantly, "But my husband is older."
The doctor glanced aside at the handsome man, "Not much."
Nanchu: "I heard that when a man reaches thirty, the quality is not as good as it used to be."
The doctor rolled his eyes, "Don't push it too hard, all children born at thirty-five have smart decisions too, it depends on the individual."
Lin Lu Snapshot sneered as he sat in his seat.
Exiting the courtyard gate, he gave a hand to carry the man inside, "Older and not as quality as you used to be? Looks like you're not happy with my performance lately."
All the grief was turned into an endless evening of hard work.
......
Half a year later, Lin Lu Snapdragon transfer documents were officially issued, officially left the team on December 31, January 1 back to the western suburbs of Beixun City, a detachment to report.
And December 30th is the annual Golden Empire Film Festival awards ceremony.
Nanchu shot to popularity on the streets with her role as Liu Yingying in a movie called "The Winds of Beijing and China", which she attended as a nominee for the Golden Emperor Film Festival.
That night the media reporters surrounded the red carpet, and in the non-stop flashing lights, Nanchu was escorted by her agent's assistant into the awards site, and there were actually her fans outside the venue, holding up several fluorescent boards and shouting her name at the top of their lungs.
"Nanchu! Nanchu!"
In the waiting room, she met Yan Dai, twirling a piece of bread to eat, with a reluctant face, seeing her coming over, greeting her, "You girl finally came."
Nanchu laughed lowly, "What's wrong?"
Yan Dai rolled her eyes and pointed her chin toward the other side, Nanchu looked over, there stood a tall actress, who seemed to be a new actor, Nanchu was still puzzled and laughed, "Hey, we are old artists, still competing with these small newcomers?"
Yan Dai grunted, "that woman, the whole with you exactly the same, even wearing clothes are imitation, I just see the back of the shadow thought it was you, go over to say hello, the girl turned to scare me to death, that face are whole stiff, diaphragm is not?"
Nanchu recently almost do not take the theater, the circle is not too much to care about, a heart all fluttering in her flower store.
This circle na, come and go, so many people, can remember a few people.
In the beginning she was hacked and called names, could she have imagined then that today there are still people who have plastic surgery in her likeness?
It's kinda funny when you think about it.
So while waiting for the show backstage, she was bored and used her cell phone to search for the actress's photo and downloaded it, put her own photo together and sent it to Lin Lu Snap, "Hubby, which one is me?"
The team didn't train at night, and the soldiers sat in a circle on the grass to give him a farewell party.
Lin Luchuan sat on the grass, legs bent, both hands resting on his knees, and was listening intently to the recruits reciting to him when the cell phone in his pocket vibrated, and he pulled it out, recognizing it at a glance.
"Left."
Nanchu: "Awesome."
In fact, a closer look a little less similar, but the photo has been p plus fogging, a side angle is almost exactly the same, even her own look a little trance, I did not expect him to recognize at once.
Lin Luchu was too familiar with her, and he was never wrong about his women.
The two chatted for a while longer and Nanchu said, "They're giving you a meeting, so listen well, I have to go in, I'll see you tomorrow."
"See you tomorrow."
......
About half an hour later.
Lin Luchu's cell phone vibrated again, he pulled it out and looked at it, this time it was from Yan Dai, a small video.
He clicked away.
It should have been filmed at the awards gala, with movie clips of several nominated actors flashing on the big screen, almost in a flash, the last of which was Nam Chor in "The Wind and Moon of Beijing".
He didn't watch another half of that movie.
I have to say, his wife looks fucking stunning in a cheongsam.
"The winner of the thirty-eighth Golden Emperor Best Actress Award is--" the picture presenting the award was the twenty-eighth queen of the movie, the veteran artist Ms. Cao Ting, her eyes gently swept across the stage, finally settling on Nanchu, and she suddenly drew up the volume of her voice, and "Nanchu--!"
Applause thundered.
A screaming frenzy, a live screen feed from outside the arena drove the atmosphere, the fans cheered loudly, and the image was quite a shock.
Lin Lu Snapshot watched attentively.
Nanchu got up and hugged everyone around her.
The twenty-one year old girl shuffled slowly toward the stage in a red fishtail dress, the stage lights reflecting the rhyming whiteness of her back muscles, the gown cutting a thin stubble down her back to reveal her deeply concave spine line.
The light was beautiful as the skirt floated behind her and she headed for the stage.
The hair on his forehead was drumming in the wind.
Nanchu received the trophy, turned around and stood in front of the microphone, slightly bent over, Ying Ying smiled graciously, revealing white teeth, and there was a pear swirl around her mouth, and her eyes were brighter than even the moonlight at the moment, glistening with watery light.
"Thanks." The voice was clear.
Everyone waited with bated breath.
She stopped suddenly as she laughed, "Would you be surprised if I said right now that I'm married?"
The arena is in an uproar, the hosts and guests are covering their mouths in shock, and the crowd has exploded!
She smiled down, "Yes, I'm married."
Fans scream.
Nanchu frankly smiled, "this award did not think, thought over to run a scene, Yan Dai should know, I actually have not recently received a play, was ready to open a press conference in a few days to say that the withdrawal of things, the team is also in the process of disbanding, did not think that tonight to come so suddenly, then simply take this opportunity to say it, I still like to perform, but I have a more like things. "
It was like a bombshell, and reporters and media on and off the field were dumbfounded to have caught the big story.
Nanchu was still smiling gently, she was too calm.
Calm enough to think it was just a joke, without realizing that she had actually said these words a thousand times on paper, just waiting for the day when she would say them publicly for all to hear.
"In fact, the romance had been publicized once, when some people attacked him, saying that he was the worst soldier, they transferred all the malice against me to him and his father, at that time, I dared not speak out, I'm a person who can't express myself well, the more I talk, the more messy, the more I'm caught in the act, at that time, I chose to be silent and let the public opinion pass."
She smiled and continued, "His father was gas admitted to the hospital, was really afraid, in case of any accidents because of me, how can I face him later ah, timid I ran away, ran to the United States to go to school, half a year do not dare to speak, go out with a mask hat for fear of being recognized, and every time I turn to the sentence of the worst kind of soldiers with the knife that is stuck in my heart. "
"I have participated in a program, I do not know what reason, that program eventually did not air, I heard that the investors pulled the program, that is a fire program, if you have the opportunity, I think you can go to understand, the military service does not have what sucks or not sucks, are all Chinese soldiers, are silently doing the construction, there will be sacrifices, are all for our sake, I say this, do not need to Anyone's apology, I just hope that the future of the network, to their own words, more responsible, less violent."
Speaking of which.
The arena suddenly erupted in thunderous applause.
Lin Luchu cupped his cell phone, his head buried lower, his eyes slightly hot, he tilted his head to force himself to hold back, was discovered by Zhao Guo beside him, thought that he was touched by the current atmosphere, comforting as if to put his arm around his shoulder.
Lin Luzhu looked down again, and the girl in the screen wearing a long fishtail dress smiled with bright eyes.
"Say this to my husband." She said, "Go and guard the country, I'll guard you."
Even the audience in the arena was moved to tears.
Lin Lu Snapdragon suddenly pulled the corner of his mouth and laughed, laughing, suddenly felt the face cold, reached out and wiped, but did not feel anything, wiped, turned off the video.
The night sky is high and the stars are mesmerizing.
They met in the best of years and reunited in the most appropriate years.
Maybe it's been lost, but it's never been sidetracked.
Through a thousand miles, ten thousand miles, clouds, fog, every one of them is you.
The clumps of clouds, poking through the layer of fire, were the most beautiful sight I've ever seen.
My one glory is you.
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