Auntie's eyes looked at him a little reproachfully as she said this.
"Lu Snapdragon ah, not auntie said you, what words can not be said properly, the little girl came a long way to look for you, look at you and angry people away, I see what you do in the future?"
The corner of Lin Lu Snap's mouth hooked up into a very faint smile, twisting an unlit cigarette in his hand, mockingly, "What did she say to you?"
Auntie waved her hand, what else could she say to her.
This side of the troops are the early twenties of the new recruits, although young and vigorous, but the majority of singles, family homes in the head of the year can not live a few times, Nanchu came in fact, she was quite happy.
At least she had someone to talk to.
This little girl does not talk much, but will not cold feet, you have to take the initiative to talk to her, she can still accompany you to chat for a while, you have to be silent, she also quietly sit on the side to read their own Buddhist scriptures.
Auntie remembered, "Oh, she also believes in Buddhism, right, a small age, but also quiet, not compared to Zhao Guo that daughter-in-law, every time you come back here, closed the door, inside the rumbling music to shake the sky. I'm an old man with a bad heart, and I've told her several times that she won't listen."
Lin Lu Snapdragon lowered his head, flipping the cigarette in his hand back and forth, not knowing what he was thinking.
Auntie and Nanchu talked the most is his son, the boy in the north to go to college, a mention of her son, auntie eyes like a light, bright crystal, although usually in the time, smacked him good and lazy, but really a far away, but also strange miss.
Speaking of this, Auntie glanced at Lin Luchu, "You're the one she talks to me about the most."
"What?"
His voice was hoarse and it took him a while to respond.
"She asked me if you are doing well here, if you have been sick, if you have seen a doctor in time, if you are not used to the water, where can I answer."
Actually reunited so far.
Both of them are so energized to fight with each other that they forget to ask, "How's the year been for you?
Maybe it's not forgettable.
Maybe it's knowing that the other person is having a bad time.
But she still wanted to corroborate it from the sidelines.
Just came here for the second week.
Lin Luchu Snapshot had a high fever, it was also winter, the snow was coming, the person was lying in a daze on the bed in the infirmary, his mind was Nanchu's pleasant face.
She nestled on the couch and pouted, calling him Captain.
She called him Captain in all seriousness when she was angry.
In bed, she chirped for his captain.
And calling her up, like a mad little lioness, impatiently calling him Captain.
She's always captain captain.
Even the breakup.
She's all, "Captain, let's break up."
The original feverish brain is chaotic and unclear, and her voice still echoes in his head, like a magic voice in his ears, lingering, the whole person seems to be about to explode, the torture is fatal.
It was as if there were thousands of ants gnawing at his heart, little by little, crushing him.
At that time, he didn't get along so well with the team, and Zhao Guo was the only one who came to see him in the infirmary.
He ended up being seen as an eight-footer sitting on a bed in the infirmary shedding tears.
Outside the door, Zhao Guo saw Lin Lu Snap crying.
That really is a big shock, at that time only thought that he had not suffered this kind of pain and high intensity training, coupled with a fever, the body can not eat, the spirit of the subsequent collapse, Zhao Guo, this person although gossip, but the mouth is not broken, will not be anything to say, Lin Luchu usually so cold in front of the people, which privately crying up so sad, he has to say out how to damage the face of the people.
In addition, the relationship is not good, and will not be flirting, in case the tone of control improperly turned into ridicule will affect the unity.
For a long time after that, Zhao Guo felt that Lin Luchu was actually quite pitiful, and with a sympathetic attitude, he took extra care of him, such as helping him to get more food, hoping that he would eat more and nourish his body, and helping him to get water, hoping that he would drink more and detoxify his body, and his emotions would be less depressing.
However, Lin Lu Snapdragon didn't know, he was just glad that he wasn't in Beixun at that time, or else if Da Liu and Shen Mu knew about it, it would have become a laughing stock for the two of them in the future after dinner.
He's been at it for nearly thirty years.
And cried like that just once, and for a woman.
Since childhood, nothing can cause his tears, even the death of his mother he did not cry, his eyes red twice, to him hard to hold back, some sadness and pain can be endured.
And when people are in extreme despair and pain, they can always look for clues in their memories to make themselves even more miserable and desperate.
For example, that little girl didn't actually love him as much as she thought she did.
For example, she was obsessed with him, perhaps more so with his body.
This perception is desperate.
The past is all but denied.
He was so sure of himself then that he wouldn't break up with her even if anything happened.
Whoever wanted to talk about it could do so, and he had never been one to care about gossip.
The night before the big Liu also said: "You do not be too sure, that little girl is young, small guts, easy to run into things."
He even gave Da Liu a particularly disdainful cross look at the time, "If she runs away, dude will wash your socks for a year!"
Da Liu grew up with athlete's foot, out of its stink, took off his shoes, half of the alley can be smelled, before a few people went up to Lin Luchu's home to play the game, a shoe, Lin Luchu directly to the people carrying the shoes thrown out.
The stench was so bad it almost wilted the flowers in their house.
Shen Mu, who was on the side, listened and kindly advised him, "Lu Snapdragon, don't play so big."
In retrospect, it was laughable at the time.
When he received Shen Mu's call that day and knew that she had come to him, and then when he received the call to the police, he really wanted to strangle her.
Then knowing it wasn't her calmed my heart a bit, but it was also disappointing.
Calm down and think about it. How could she be so timid as to hire a car to come in when the mountains were snowed in?
But really, when he saw that bright red in front of the firehouse.
He was angry and furious, and the glimmer of delight was all but ignored as he asked her what she had come for, and she said as if nothing had happened that she had come to court.
Now he was really pissed off!
It's like she's got everything under control. She comes and goes as she pleases?
A meeting.
She lunged with fire again, trying to smooth out the year with desire.
He was disgusted and fumed.
And last night, she said that she would never come to him again and told him to go to another woman.
At that moment, he was really panicking inside.
Desire is desire, at least don't break it-
Yet she was also colder in bed than she had been before; he provoked her and she was unmoved.
He accommodated her over and over again in her favorite way, with effect, and when he was done, she was calmly leaning over the bed indifferently smoking as if she had just finished recruiting a duck.
It was close to humiliating him with money.
Lin Lu Snapdragon heard, turned to go, Auntie called out to him, "just left, I said let her come back to find a good time, snow day road is not good, she said she may not come back, I think it's better to tell you, lest you two have any misunderstanding."
Gone.
Outside the door, a cold wind was blowing, tree branches were dancing wildly, and large snowflakes were falling in the air.
Auntie went to close the door, chanting, "It's snowing again."
In the depression picture.
The man marched out into the snow, his gait steady, his back tall and disheveled.
Let's not even love in the next life. It hurts.
......
Back in Beixun, the gaming program was launched with a script written by an author named Nanxuan - "I've Heard You in Time".
Namchu's audition went well.
She was the first actor the entire cast settled on, simply because the original author loved her.
Later she learned that the girl's name was Su Zhan.
The two met at first sight, a break on the set to sit together and chat, even if they do not chat can also sit quietly, she read her book, she hair her stay, as if they have known each other for many years of old friends.
Later, she discovered that Su Zhan and the handsome game company boss on the set seemed to have a little "catfight".
This stems from her nearly year-long vocational training.
The days of training in the U.S., really grew a lot, as if the thatching, on the emotional control and characterization have a certain understanding of their own, but also particularly good at grasping the details of the characters.
The handsome game company owner and Su Zhan's little expression didn't escape her eyes.
But Su Zhan did confess to her that the two had a history.
Nanchu is not surprised, just see Xu Jiayan always think of Lin Lu Snapdragon, the two do not look like, character is also far apart, Xu Jiayan inclined to lazy, Lin Lu Snapdragon is more than a few evil gangsters, wearing military uniforms and abstinence.
But just can think of her captain.
The captain who snapped at her when she left.
The actresses in the group spent all day fawning over the boss of that game company, even delivering a whiplash patch was too positive to be true, but she still preferred the likes of the captain, stalwart and secure.
Suzan says he envies her and thinks she's living a spontaneous life.
She laughed and shook her head, all the spontaneity was faked until she met the man.
The group was shooting a night scene.
The two lay on the grass and looked at the stars, talking about the matter of professional prejudice, Su Zhan tilted his head to look at the stars and sighed, "The world's eyes, we can't stop it, I just think that firefighters are quite good, professional prejudice should not exist for a long time now, Da Shen used to be incomprehensible to his family, despite the fact that he is the idol of so many e-sports youths, but his father felt that he was not a good career. "
Yes, there are many kinds of voices in this world that will try to upset us, they step on you without mercy when you are down and out. They are sarcastic, they mock, they try to trample you underfoot and sneer at your jokes.
I hope you fall into hell once and never turn around.
......
As the year draws to a close, the snow does not stop in Beixun, one after another.
Frozen heaven and earth, the snow was so thick that the branches of the trees were bent by the snow.
Nanchu and Su Zhan went to the Green Zen Temple before the New Year's Eve to seek Buddhist fate for themselves.
Buddhist Taoist temple, the New Year's Eve is especially crowded, nine blind mountain up and down all the believers who come to the New Year to worship.
The two girls, dressed simply and plainly, brushed past hurried passersby.
"Do you come here often?" Suzan asked.
Nanchu shook her head, "I used to do it often, but now that I'm busy shooting, I come up once a month to listen to meditation."
"What can meditation do?"
Nanchu laughed, "Jing Xin, before being scolded, the heart is not quiet, always want to find a place to vent, otherwise depressed in the chest, it is easy to get breast cancer."
Su Zhan stared at her towering breasts.
"Are you mad at me?"
Nanchu smiled more cheerfully, "No ah, I honestly can't punish myself for other people's mistakes, but listening to meditation does quieten the mind a lot, the master who taught me Zen is quite good, if you have any depression, you can also find him to talk about it. I'll take you to meet him later."
Talking and laughing all the way, they soon reached the top of Nine Blind Mountains.
The temple is full of people offering incense.
Nanchu took Su Zhan and lit the incense, turning around to find the host.
Taking over met Shen Mu in the backyard of the Green Cicada.
The suits are straight and the silhouettes are clean.
Nanchu glanced down and tried to sidle over, only to be called back by Shen Mu.
Even though Nanchu was wearing a mask, he recognized him at once.
"You wait."
Nanchu stopped, "Mako."
Not many people can enter the backyard, the environment is quiet, in the middle of the burning a pot of incense burner, smoking curling green smoke, no one before or after, behind a lush foliage.
Shen Mu put his hands in his pockets and looked at her, "Lu Snap is back."
"Oh."
Nanchu brushed past him and said to Su Zhan behind her, "Let's go, Zhan."