The embrace was the only thing that had given her peace since the incident.
Nanchu felt that there was always a magical power in this man, panicked, sad, looking for him to cuddle and smooth his fur, everything was fine again.
She said she is not panicked, she also panicked, she has a problem, panic in the case of pretending to be calm, in the private room to see Lin Luchu the moment, her entire back is stiff, cold sweat layer by layer to the outside, leather jacket under the white T sweat stained sticky, she was afraid that Lin Luchu misunderstand her.
How could he accept that she had such a history when he was such a decent person.
Certainly more afraid that he would be misunderstood because of her.
Lin Luchu embraced her, one hand pressed soothingly on the back of her head, his chin just resting against the top of her hair, he pressed down again, holding her tighter, Nanchu understood that he was actually nervous as well, and wrapped her arms around him tighter as well.
Getting a response, Lin Luchu smoothly lowered his head and kissed the top of her hair, "The results of the blood test will have to come out tomorrow morning, so I'll be in the car at night, waiting for you to go home together." The man's chest was vibrating with security.
Nanchu muffled, "Uh-huh."
There was silent silence as the two rubbed against each other, both greedy for the warmth of the other's arms at the moment.
After a long time, Nanchu asked, "Where's Lin Qi?"
He was silent for a while, not making a sound, and it was a long time before he spoke, "You'll have to be detained for a few days."
"A few days?"
"I don't know, my friend said to look at the dose."
There was a wind pouring in from the small window of the room, Nanchu felt cool, and after half a day's thought, she decided to tell him about Lin Qi.
She and Lin Qi met in Milan when he was already smoking marijuana by then.
But at that time the two were not deep friendship, sort of drinking buddies, occasionally met at the bar to drink together, and happen to be disillusioned people, Lin Qi took her as a nameless tree hole, anything caught her say, he actually do not like the violin, he has no talent, but it is necessary to be brokerage grass genius musician persona, he can not afford to carry, can not afford to hold up, and feel that the world of hypocrisy can not be.
Everyone greets him with a smile, but then coldly turns around and stabs him in the back, or taunts him about his crumbling persona and how he's not a genius at all.
He sometimes walks along the side of the road and looks at the garbage pickers, and he can't help but stop and think - that's nice, at least they're not hypocrites for living.
He hated his mother who forced him down this path, his father who didn't want him, and the only person he didn't hate was his brother.
He said he had a soldier brother, at that time Nanchu did not think Lin Qi's brother is Lin Lu Snapdragon, she listened quietly, he said he especially worship his brother, since childhood, is his brother's little follower, and then his parents divorced, awarding custody, the mother said, your father does not want you, you'll be with me.
He actually knew that his father probably liked his brother a little more.
Nanchu told Lin Luchu all these words, and at the end said: ''According to him, he contracted it in England, it was his landlady, after your mother passed away, he fell in love with the landlady, the landlady brought him to smoke, then I met him in a bar in Milan, and that's when he was ready to quit. I'm sorry, I should have told you earlier. Or I should have persuaded him more."
She apologized to him.
Lin Qi had promised her that after returning to China, she must no longer touch, at first the two relationships are not too close mostly Lin Qi likes to take her as a tree hole, Nanchu just listen, she this nature is not too active to care about anyone, this is not related to her, she can not manage their own bad will not take it upon themselves to manage other people, so at that time even more did not care more.
Then again, this evening, Jiang Ge had someone call her, saying that he saw the kid alone in the bar, in bad shape, and was afraid of getting into trouble.
Since that day after the party, the two have not seen for a long time, this is a rhetoric, Jiang Ge actually want to see her, a good thing ah, the impulse to surge into the brain, let the assistant to the south of the beginning of a phone call.
Wait for the assistant to hang up.
Changer snapped to attention, he hadn't washed his hair in a while-
This blue suit looks like it was worn last time?
As a result, before Nanchu went, Jiang Ge hurriedly left the bar again to escape back home.
And these, Nanchu do not know, at this moment Jiang Ge under the effect of alcohol, is huffing and puffing, familiar with not know, the next day waiting for him, the sky has turned over.
It's true that Linqi had problems with his character development, but that's not enough to justify his marijuana use.
Life is not as good as nine out of ten, other people have a hard time, and I don't see other people to take drugs to release the pressure, the pleasure of drugs is dozens of times more than sex, and some people can't even quit having sex, not to mention drug addiction. Some people can't even quit having sex, let alone being addicted to drugs. If you have good self-control and get into this stuff, your life will be ruined.
Lin Luzhu roughly said this at the time.
Nanchu later sat alone in the corner of the chair thought a lot, if she was a little more persuasive, maybe Lin Qi would not have today, she has always been living too self, to society, to the family have no sense of responsibility.
Empty room with an incandescent lamp hanging down into mid-air.
Light and shadow ringed the ground around the city in a circle, dappling the light and building the place into an empty city.
She always felt that there are not so many decent people in the world, the interests of the relationship between the casting of social relations, people live in this layer of social relations, but a little bit of interest involved in the social relations of the chain will immediately break.
It was a value that had been given to her by her mother and her surroundings for nearly twenty years.
Unless she likes it, she cares about it, she wants to show it, she ignores everything else.
Suddenly she felt sad, her body scrunched up against the wall like a cocoon that had just been broken.
She's so different from Lin Luzhu--
He is upright, righteous, and bad-mouthed, but his heart is right.
Suddenly it also dawned on him that what he was attracted to was what he didn't have in himself.
......
Early the next morning, as soon as the results of Nanchu's blood test came out, Dahua called him to be able to claim the man.
Lin Lu Snapdragon clothes did not change, or last night's black raincoat, open zipper, last night in the car stayed up all night, eyelids are boiled into a three layer, chin up some beard, tossing a night, the face looked surprisingly thin some.
Almost all night, in fact.
Dahua brought him the blood test report, "It's really done this time, your daughter-in-law is fine."
Lin Lu Snapdragon took it and looked down, "Thanks, where's the man, I'll take him away."
Dahua took another one to the side, "Lin Qi's copy came out too, not much of a dose, had to be fined and detained for a week."
Lin Lu Snapdragon made a low hmmm.
Between the words, Nanchu happened to come out from the detention room, the little girl looked a bit haggard and slowly walked to his side.
Lin Luzhu lowered his head still reading the report.
The hand hanging aside was suddenly tugged, then squeezed softly and gouged in the palm.
Lin Luchuan smoothly held her in his grip, his head didn't incline, his eyes were still fixed on the report sheet, "What?"
Dahua kind of wanted to poke himself in the eye.
The yard bully turned out to be so hot when he fell in love.
Nanchu squeezed and pulled her hand back, Lin Luchu paused and finally turned his head to look at her.
Nanchu said, "My agency sent a car to pick me up, I have to go."
Lin Lu Snap's eyebrows wrinkled slightly, subconsciously glancing out, "The car is here?"
Nanchu nodded her head and looked at him, "Well, we're almost at the door, I have to go back and take care of something, after this bout, I'll come find you."
"Good."
It's hard to get a warm sound.
Nanchu finished the formalities and left, Dahua was still staring at her back, Lin Luchu rolled the report in his hand into a tube and slammed it on his head, "What are you looking at!"
Dahuacao cursed, "Can't you just look at it?"
"What's there to see." Lin Lu Snap grunted.
"You find a daughter-in-law, I shall not give you a trial trial, you girl line ah, I listened to my colleague yesterday, the actor?"
Lin Lu Snapdragon put the report back on the table, "I wish she wasn't." After saying this, he refused to say anything else.
Dahua knew that he was in a bad mood, but no longer flirted, and snapped his mouth shut.
......
The online genius pianist persona has been fried one day.
Lin Qi's drug arrest was retweeted by the entire showbiz marketing number, and with the delay in breaking the news about another actor with the surname N, the masses focused their fire on Lin Qi, a tiny teenager.
Jiang Ge was sobered up the next day and saw the news on the Internet, and did not hammer himself to death in the moment.
The two assistants calmly stood by the bedside to watch their own young master go crazy, throwing pillows, throwing quilts, and punching and kicking the bed, like a crazy little beast, and wait until they want to throw the bed an antique flower porcelain, the two of them were born to remind: "You can go down on this hand on the two million dollars, grandpa can cut off your hand."
Jiang Ge muffled his voice and put it down, craning his neck with a rough roar, "Call all the gossip magazines and marketing numbers!!!! Whoever fucking hacks Nanchu again is against F&D Group!!!"
The two assistants looked at each other.
Jiang Ge jumped three feet high on the bed, "Don't go yet!!!! Anyone who doesn't fucking listen, buy me out!!!"
The two assistants sighed in unison.
The young master's gone mad, mad, mad--
......
Lin Lu Snap drove to a suburban detention center a week later.
In the wilderness suburb, near the detention center are two abandoned factories, the population is deserted, Lin Luchu leaned against the car door and smoked, and from time to time, he glanced toward the green and green iron door.
A long, lonely, gray sky opens up with a clear opening.
"Cackle."
The lime green iron door opened a crack.
A one-inch teenager emerged from the inside, carrying a black bag and dressed all in black.
With a shaved head and clearer features, it was inevitably a bit childish, but his eyes were darker than before.
Lin Qi came to him and called out low and slowly, "Brother."
Lin Lu Snapdragon didn't look at him, his fingertips were holding a cigarette, his gaze was still elsewhere, his voice was very faint: "Don't call me brother-"
Lin Qi bit his lip, was stoic and remained silent.
Lin Lu Snapdragon took him to the car, hit the steering wheel and started to leave, rounding a corner, but not in the direction of the city.
Lin Qi tightened the bag in his hand and panicked a little, "Brother, where are we going?"
Lin Lu Snapdragon's face was calm and quiet, his lips pursed, and he couldn't see a trace of emotion.
Although Lin Qi liked to stick to him when he was a child, but occasionally when he was mischievous, he had also made Lin Luchu angry, and his face was serious, and his face was intimidating when his eyebrows were stern.
He would always wonder if Lin Luzhu had a child in the future.
Must be scared to death of this dad.
Lin Lu Snapshot put his hands on the steering wheel and gave him a sideways glance, slowly hitting the steering wheel without making a sound.
The car was driving on the mountain ring road.
Cliffs on one side, rocks on the other, this road has not been driven for a long time, the rocks rolled down in front of him, he avoided them all.
Lin Qi hung a heart.
Until the car stopped in front of the Swallow Bell Martyrs' Cemetery.
Lin Lu Snapdragon stopped the car with a sharp brake, pushed the door down, and yanked Lin Qi out of the car so nonchalantly and dragged him inside.
Lin Qi probably realized what he was going to do.
His heart was pounding, his collar almost gasping for air as he tugged at it, the last of the air in his chest exhausted, the hands tugging at his collar never letting go until, that is, he came to a gravestone.
Lin Lu Snapdragon threw him out.
Lin Qi regained his freedom, the taut strings in his heart were finally snapped, staggering to a standing position, bent over, hands propped up on his knees, panting heavily.
There is no one here, except the unit organizes to come to worship every year, usually very few people come.
The wind was whistling in the mountains.
A mouthful of inhalation in, all cool air, Lin Qi was choked a few times, covering his mouth to look up.
A kind face on the tombstone was looking at him with a smile on its face, it was both of their grandfathers.
Lin Hengzhi is a veteran of the anti-U.S. and aid to North Korea, when the time for the country to throw their heads and spill their blood has been inhumane, leaving fewer and fewer veterans, a few old soldiers occasional gatherings, always sighing, a gathering of some of the old, there are no more than a few days, every year on the group photo, there is always less so a person.
And now the present world is stable, many people have long forgotten the history, Lin Hengzhi in the world, love to give these two grandchildren to tell some of the years of the resistance period, as well as that year in order to save him and sacrificed platoon commander.
Lin Hengzhi often said, "We are not afraid of hard work or sacrifice, but we are afraid of dying without holding the flag steady."
Lin Qi cried at once.
Didn't hold back, just squatted down and covered his face and bawled.
Lin Luchu calmed down and his voice sank, "Do you know how many narcotics police officers die every year?"
Lin Qi broke down crying, tears flowing.
The wind whistled and surged in the mountains, and Lin Lu Snap's voice was even deeper, as if it came from the light side of the sky.
"Do you know why narcs can't have headstones when they die?"
Lin Qi stifled a cry.
"For fear of reprisals from drug dealers following the relatives who came to pay their respects!"
"Do you know how much narc's blood is in your mouth when you take a puff of marijuana!!!?"
"Do you know how many families you've ruined with one puff of marijuana?!"
At the end of his words, Lin Luchu's face also sank, as if he had given up, glancing down at Lin Qi, his eyes cold.
"Say it's a time of peace, do you know how many places suffer from war? You've been to so many countries, you've seen the prosperity of a peaceful world and the ways of capitalism, why don't you have the fucking time to go to the borders! You go see the soldiers who stand guard in the wind and snow in the camps along the border every year! Don't they have any relatives?!"
Something they guarded with their lives.
That's how you guys are being trampled on.
Lin Qi, you really let me down.
At the end of his words, Lin Lu Snap rubbed his face, took a breath, and laughed mockingly, "Drinking ice for ten years, it's hard to cool hot blood, and you've really cooled me off with this one."
That's really cold now.
"What was that line Grandpa always said."
Lin Qi is really painful, crying crouched to the ground, but he knew he was wrong, he also knew Lin Lu Snapdragon will not forgive him, he realized that he is really cowardly, can not even say sorry.
Without waiting for him to reply, Lin Lu Snap added, "An inch of river and mountain, an inch of blood, 100,000 youths, 100,000 armies."
This was a common slogan shouted by veterans of the war.
Lin Hengzhi even later wrote a couplet and hung it on the doorway of the study, always looking at it once a day to be at peace.
"Man, that's not how you be."
......
Lin Lu Snapdragon drove home, and before the car was parked, he saw a girl standing downstairs.
Nanchu, long-skirted and overcoated, revealing her calves, shivering and shrinking in the cold wind, saw his headlights pawing at the door and thumped over to him, knocking on his window.
Simply said, "I'm coming!"